Lyrics , poems (I hate that word), short stories that I wrote up, & some of my art - if you can call it that - will go here. Right here - yeah that's right here damn it! I see a monkey ... his ninja disguise does not fool me . Who sent you monkey ? WHO SENT YOU ?!
This Scared Heart
If I could see you again
for just one moment
I would tell you how much I love you
I would take back every bad thing I ever said
And say goodbye in the right way
People said the pian would go away
yet every Christmas I pick out what you'd like
On your birthday I wonder how you'd look
If you hadnt been taken away
Everytime I close my eyes I see your blood
I shouldn't have so much guilt yet I know
In My heartI couldve done something
If anything
to make things different from this way
This is so much pain for one person to bear
This scarred heart may never beat again
know that you are loved
Maybe one day
We'll see each other again
Adam F '03
Hedgehog ('s Dilema)
My feelings were real
My words were true
You knew all the right things to say
Just how to lead me in
I beleived everything you said
bout how you felt for me
This scarred heart began
To beat again
I'm sorry if to you
it was meaningless
but to me it meant something
we meant something
I am no longer fuckin blind
I read between these fuckin lines
I see through your fuckin lies
Pull me away from someone else
so you could do to me what he did to you
I hope you feel so much better now
What the fuck is wrong with you
I am no longer fuckin blind
I read between these fuckin lines
I see through your fuckin lies
I am no longer fuckin blind
I read between these fuckin lines
I see through your fuckin lies
My feelings were real
My words were true
I'd never had done
What he did to you
Adam F 2003 
Some real real old stuff I wrote . . .
THE WAIT
Every moment I live is a moment closer to death
Death is not close enough that moment is not soon enough
__ years of heartache & pain are too much for this one to bear
I live too long
I see the world I dont like it
World looks back
persecuteing
accuseing
unaccepting
one more day a minute closer it comes
on the wings of an angle
REACHING FOR THE MOON
Starlight touches it from the depths of infinity
Astronauts feet can why not my hand
For eons we have tried the wolves & I
They with their howles I with my hands
Even the insects of the night join me in my quest
They find death without ever realizeing their own futility
Eons from now when all is come & gone
& I am all alone I will end
Just as the insects of the night
Never knowing that the howles of the wolves
Are the only things wich ever truely reach the moon
UNICORNS TO NOWHERE
The herd of 7 unicorns trod across the flat grey plain
toward the horizen Where they go no one knows
There is no destination in sight
Minataures centaurs & goblins battle endlessly
the chill wind ripping their cries from there mouths
why they battle no one knows there is no prize in sight
A great dragon rises to the pale lifeless clouds
only to fall back again sending one last saering breath
before meeting her end
there is no myth in sight 
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